So, finally, my life is going to be moving on again.

Moving up perhaps, Things going forward, and other such metaphors.

With my Stage 3 meeting at college looming, a hobbie should come in handy.

This morning I was woken up to the sound of 'josh, are we stilll going?'
Which is pretty different, because I tend to be woken up by the sounds of somebody screaming at me via my phone.

So anyways, I ended up waking up Caz from a bad dream then heading to Daggenham for the RQW' Real Quality Wrestling' School...

It was a room, with a Ring and a crash matt. I was introduced to the guy's there and basically sat and watched them learn how to wrestle for a couple of hours.

I'm going to be starting my training in around 2 weeks.

So, in that sense, It's a huge step forward to commit to something like that from nothing, but i'd love to think that my entire life has led to this point anyways.

At the same time, my love life? Pssht, what has basically been non-exist due to personal chocie (If your believe that) for the last couple of months may be moving forward. But hell, all I can do is keep my fingers crossed with these kinda fucked up situations. You know women.

If I'm lucky, and what I truly hope for? Is that my training with RQW goes through really well, and I'm set for my life's dream of wrestling more professionally. At the same time, I'd love to think that the next relationship I'm in also carrys through to that point in my life.

With me taking wrestling seriously, with the right relationship and person supporting me who knows how far I can go in life. Like I said before, I can keep my fingers crossed, and hope for the best.


With me getting kicked out of college, a career in the wrestling division may be on the cards, so. I guess right now, my life is truly in the hands of the person I care for.

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This was originally written on May 17th... Keep in mind, this all went to shit. Me and the girl got together, broke up (around a week or so after) and.. this is where I'm at now.